"Love Out of Lust"

lykke li "love out of lust"

Rather die in your arms than die lonesome

Rather die hard than die hollow
The higher that I climb, the deeper I fall down
I'm running out of time so let's dance while we're waiting

We will live longer than I will
We will be better than I was
We can cross rivers with our will
We can do better than I can

So dance while you can

Dance cause you must
Love out of lust
Dance while you can

Rather live out a lie than live wondering
How the fire feels while burning
For life is like a flame and the ashes for wasting

So honey don't be afraid to dance while we're waiting

Happy Birthday!

Happy 5th birthday to my precious pup Delilah!

Love ya, my lil' cotton puff ball bitch!

She doesn't seem to be happy with her snowball face.

I feel like such a douche-bag postin' pics of my lil dog but it came out cute...

I made this on a free photo edit app called Pics Art. I downloaded it on my snazzy new cell... oops I mean "Smart Phone". I was bored and realized I have way too many pics of my dogs on my phone and they all looked the same so I used the free photo app and went crazy with neon-colored flower and star clipart like REALLY crazy. I was bored. It was fun. Gotta love it.

Baby Jeeziss

I love fuckin' with my mother's Christmas decorations. It cracks me up how perfect a cigarette fits in a baby doll's mouth like it was meant to be. But yes, I do enjoy seeing nativity sets as decorations during the holidays since it is the reason Christmas exists in the first place.

I love da black baby Jesus and da black virgin Mary!...

I love pure chocolate mmm-mmm!!!

Its Bette Bitch

Bette Davis was one of the best actresses from the 1930s to 1960s. She is known as a legend in the movie industry for being one of the first glamorous movie stars of the century. Bette Davis and Joan Crawford were always portrayed by the media as being "rivals" because they were the two lead woman of acting in early films and both are Academy Award winning actresses. But the reason I prefer Bette over Joan is because of the parts/roles Bette portrayed during her long-spanning career. Different from most actresses today, Bette did not care to get ugly and downgrade her looks for her gutsy roles. During the latter of the 1930s, she played roles of beautiful young women who have some type of internal suffering that would eventually be there downfall. My favorite movie that starred a young Bette Davis is Jezebel (1938) which earned her her first Best Actress Academy Award, winning against Vivien Leigh who played Scarlett O'Hara in the famous movie Gone With The Wind. The movie Jezebel is one of those movies that is relevant still today, even though it was a Civil War period-piece made in 1938, it is about the range of emotions and actions one takes when their heart is broken. It is a classic Romance movie which also starred a young Henry Fonda. She plays a beautiful Southern belle who enjoys the attention and spotlight, but when her one true love can't handle her dramatic ways anymore, he leaves her. Her life falls apart and hides in her mansion for a year until he comes back to town, only to be married to a woman from the North. She then plans on getting even with him and maybe to get him back, but her plan goes haywire and ends up leaving many of her friends murdered.

(Bette Davis & Henry Fonda)

(Anne Baxter & Bette Davis)

Towards the 1950s, the young blonde actress was becoming a middle aged woman which marks the end of many actresses careers. At this time, Bette played one of her more famous roles as a Broadway diva in All About Eve named Margo Channing. The character was a somewhat bitter, cranky, and narcissistic actress who was a star on Broadway, but the movie dealt with what actresses go through when they are becoming middle aged. In the movie, she lets one of her young fans, Eve (played by Anne Baxter), become her assistant. But Eve ends up having ulterior motives and uses her conniving charm to take the aging actress' roles on Broadway. Margo Channing becomes self conscious about her age and thinks everyone is out to get her. She thinks the playwrights don't want to write her roles anymore because of her age and that audiences would rather see a young actress rather than herself even though she was still a star on Broadway. The movie won Best Picture in 1952 at the Academy Awards. Marilyn Monroe also had her first on screen debut in this movie. 

(Joan Crawford & Bette Davis)

As the 1960s approached, Bette did not give in to Hollywood's demand for young starlets and continued being offered the right roles for her age and acting ability. Whatever Happened to Baby Jane was a new horror/thriller movie based on a book about two sisters who were both actresses but grew old together in their house. Bette Davis starred as "Baby" Jane Hudson, the alcoholic sister who was a child star and made money for the family when she was young. The other sister, Blanche Hudson, was played by Joan Crawford. Although people still viewed them as rivals, it made the movie better because the sister's were not very "normal". Blanche Hudson became a very famous actress in their prime, while Jane Hudson struggled to get any fame or recognition as she grew older and couldn't be "Baby Jane" the child performer anymore. She grew envious of Blanche's success even though she was taken care of financially and helped a lot by  Blanche. Then, as they are in the car driving to their home from a party, Blanche goes to open the gate and Jane, who is driving, decides to run over her sister leaving her paralyzed unable to move her legs. The story continues from here and shows the mental downfall Jane Hudson goes through due to constantly being the caregiver to her sister in a wheel chair. She began drinking a lot and starts spiraling out of control and Bette Davis portrays this very well. I highly recommend Whatever Happened to Baby Jane because it is a classic movie that left a mark in pop culture of the 20th century. 

Towards the later years of Bette's life, she began playing roles in thriller/mystery movies mainly. With the success of Whatever Happened to Baby Jane, Bette found her niche at this time and continued to play these kind of roles in these type of movies. So many actresses that started in the 1930s to 1940s were not around in their later years. I think Bette Davis deserves credit for being able to always stay relevant in the movie industry. She is an icon in movies and will always be one of the most influential and successful women in the industry. I admire her ability to play roles that were different at the time, and her level of talent and realism her acting has. Bette Davis passed away due to breast cancer on October 6, 1989 at the age of eighty-one. She left behind three children, as well as a legacy of milestones, and many of her fans.

Videos 2010

Michelle Pfeiffer

Michelle Pfeiffer as Elvira Hancock in Scarface (1983) became a style icon in the 80's, and still today  influences many celebrities. The movie is one of the most famous gangster/crime dramas ever to be realeased. The hair, jewelry, disco-inspired dresses, and sunglasses are fuckin' sexy on an already beautiful young Michelle Pfeiffer. She is one of my favorite actresses and I can't get enough of her disco coke whore look in Scarface as Al Pacino's wife. 

She is such a diva in this movie, but manages to look hot still when the movie intensifies. I love the dresses most of all and how low cut they were but still were more glamorous than raunchy. The backless sequined drapery style of the late disco-era dresses look perfectly fitted on Michelle. Also, that white suit with the hat and shades is fucking hot! Why can't people still dress classy? I'm sick of seeing girls in those PINK sweats with Uggs, is that what is considered casual wear now? Or when men used to wear suits, trench coats, and fedoras like it was a uniform. Oh well, here's some hot Michelle Pfeiffer pics...

Bored & Stoned & Insomnia

Well I certainly got creative tonight. Even gotta laugh while doin it. Bitchz u kno ur jellisssssss.

Professional Odor Analyst?

I was looking up samples of death certificates on Google (don't ask) and ended coming across an article title that made me think. It's about that Casey Anthony bitch who done gone n killed her one n only little bay-bee!...This is what I saw:

Day 11: Expert smelled death in air samples from Casey Anthony's car

But here lies the jaw-dropping question that popped in my head, and I will ask you to ask yourself, as I won't promise a legitimate answer for you. Do you think the expert really just smelled farts in Casey Anthony's car?

Charlton Heston

Charlton Heston... Chuck... Mr. Heston... I am speechless. Even when he was middle-aged and hairy as fuck in the original Planet of the Apes he was hella sexy. He is definitely one of the hottest classic movie stars. He is known for playing Moses (lol) in The Ten Commandments and also was the star of the award-winning movie Ben-Hur, and my personal favorite of his is the film-noir classic Dark City which was his first starring role. A good actor, but definitely more than just "good-looking" in my book! Ahhhh just do me now Charlton Heston! I know your dead but bless my dreams with your hairy self! R.I.P. stud...

Me Myself & I

I'm alone right now. It's 7:35pm and it looks like midnight outside. My neck hurts and Marilyn is on my wall starring at me. Then I turn my head to the right and I have to choose to either look at Donna Summer or a creepy vintage picture of Jesus. But turning my head to the right is when my neck hurts. So then I try the left side and I see my coffee table, cluttered as fuck with empty Aquafina bottles, bobby pins, a couple empty boxes of Newports, bracelets I never wear, and an empty bottle of Prosecco. I need to rearrange my room and also a few things in my life.
What to do... what to do...

I think I'll look through my pictures and videos, or google my life away looking at Selena pictures and wondering why the only people who still make fan pages for celebrities are always foreign. It's hard trying to find pictures when everything is either in Swedish or Spanish. I miss when internet started and all there was were fan pages. They always had the best photo galleries because they were obsessed with scanning all their memorabilia. OK, now I am going to google my life away... OH I should google how to stretch your neck... or crack it when you think you can't crack it anymore. I wish I can pull a Linda Blair and make my head spin around, ahhhh that must have got all her kinks out!

Two and a half hours later.....

It's now about 9:15pm and I spent a good chunk of that time trying to upload a bunch of random pics I found from when I had a life. Then I pressed "add selected pictures" and they disappeared. I'm pissed now and I need a cig... and my neck still hurt like a mutha. But anyways, here's a random stoner video of my stoner cat Ziggy being a stoner slut.

The Real Reason...

... our troops are still in Afghanistan:

One In A Million

I can go on for days talking about how much I love Aaliyah. But for today, I just want to focus on her second album, One In A Million, produced by Timbaland and Missy Elliott (yep, when they were still a duo), because it is probably one of my favorite albums ever. My favorite Aaliyah songs all are on this album, and her fashion was my favorite at this time. For this album, she started her signature over-the-eye haircut and continued wearing her baggy clothes with sex appeal when the mid-90s R&B groups started dressing more girly. SWV, TLC, Xscape, etc. all sported the baggy clothes look but Aaliyah made it her signature style. One In A Million hit all the right spots with the classic slow jamz, but with a mysterious and fresh new sound of R&B producing. Missy Elliott is one of the best songwriters and Timbaland had a distinct sound in his productions that could never be duplicated. Aaliyah's soft but wide-ranged vocals and the well written/produced tracks of this album became an instant hit on the R&B charts. Either with her shades on or an over sized leather biker jumpsuit, we all knew it was Aaliyah, but still kept us wanting more from Aaliyah.

One thing I always admired most about Aaliyah was her dancing. Of course, we all remember the Try Again and Are You That Somebody videos and how it was all choreography, but most pop videos were all dancing anyway. But take it back to the mid-90s when she released videos for the singles off her album One In A Million- her dance moves were the shit. Her choreographer Fatima was the mind behind ALL of Aaliyah's choreography and she has a distinct way of matching the style of dancing with the music. My favorite Aaliyah song, video, and choreography would definitely have to be for the song One In A Million, which became the first and biggest hit from her second album of the same name. The choreography can be seen in the YouTube live performance of the song which I attached below. The choreography Aaliyah used during this time was all footwork, pop-n-lock, and male stripper moves (?) to slow R&B songs, but Aaliyah looks so much at ease singing her song live and smoothly bustin' her moves! (Click 'Read More' Link for videos)

I Heart Rosie Perez!!!

Rosie Perez! Rosie fuckin Perez! Another one of my favorite actresses because she is so damn real and Puerto Rican to the bone! She's from Brooklyn and actually got her start as a choreographer for Janet Jackson and the Fly Girls from In Living Color. She always plays the same role, yes I know, but I just want to snatch her and make her my best friend! She has some of the best lines in her movies and I love her accent. She was in a lot of movies from the early 90s including Untamed Heart (played Marisa Tomei's coworker/best friend), It Could Happen To You (Nicolas Cage's hot-headed wife), White Men Can't Jump, Do The Right Thing (Spike Lee's comedy/drama set in Brooklyn, her first film), etc.

(the BEST part of White Men Can't Jump)

Natalie Wood

So this is my first post. I made this blog about a month ago, and now I finally feel the need to post. Basically I want to post pictures and descriptions of my favorite actresses throughout my blog, and today, for my first entry, I'm starting with my favorite actress Natalie Wood.

Natalie Wood was born in San Francisco, CA to Russian immigrant parents. Her family moved from the city of the bay to Santa Rosa, CA before her family moved to Los Angeles. Natalie Wood was a child film star with her most notable role as a child playing to role of the little girl in the original Christmas flick Miracle on 34th Street.  This movie was a huge holiday hit, but Natalie Wood would eventually grow up and in the movie industry, it is hard to break out of the innocent mold that child actor's often are caught in. At age 16, she starred opposite James Dean and Sal Mineo in Rebel Without A Cause which gave her notoriety as a beautiful, talented, young actress, as well as her first Oscar nomination. Natalie Wood went on to become one of the most famous and memorable actresses of the 1960s starring in Elia Kazan's Splendor In The Grass, West Side Story, and the film version of Broadway-hit Gypsy (portraying Gypsy Rose Lee's life). During the 1970s, Natalie Wood was married to actor Robert Wagner and started a family. 

After her hiatus, she began to star in a few random movies in the 1980s. Natalie Wood began working on a film called Brainstorm which starred Christopher Walken. While filming in L.A., her husband Robert Wagner and co-star Christopher Walken decided to celebrate Thanksgiving of 1981 on their Yacht at a harbor of the Catalina Islands. Although their are many conspiracies, Natalie Wood was thought to be intoxicated late that night and fell overboard and drowned to death. Natalie Wood's mysterious death has become a legend due to its lack of evidence and why no one was with her at the time. Although Natalie Wood was not as big of a star as she was in the 60s, her death was a tragedy, leaving behind a husband, children, and sister. Natalie Wood was not just beautiful, but she was a trend-setter of 60s fashion, and her films continue to carry on her legacy. Some say she over-acted, but didn't they all back then? The roles she plays are perfect for her, and she adds her own touch to the character. No matter what the characters morals, Natalie Wood makes us pay attention to her and she portrays the character in her own way. She will always be one of my favorite actresses of the classic-film era. The diversity of her roles are very notable, from the melancholy of Splendor In The Grass to the Broadway-inspired musical Gypsy, Natalie Wood was a great versatile actress of her time.